Narcisitic Personality Disorder and Phsycotic thought.

This is a post of actual testimony from a Narcissistic personality disorder sufferer. The witness, Erika Ann Nazem, offered to testify in the penalty phase of her nephews murder trial. Her outside intention was to "help the nephew she had known so well.." her real intention was to show the World " Poor Erika..." The one, the only one who knows and everybody else is inferior...even the Judge ( Court ) and attorney's, emails and facebooks have been edited by her drug addicted Family members..all of them..but not her. She is a recovering pain killer addict who " struggles everyday.." In her own words.
This is all true and factual court hearing. Some of it drags a bit but I think you will be entertained to watch her outer intentions disappear into her own battles with addiction and her need for help.
Narcissistic Personality Disorder is not recognized as diagnosable. Science is just discovering a growing number of Narcissist are losing control.
This is an example of psychotic thought and believing it..

Read on...take your time.

Without going into great detail you should know. Erika's claims of truth are based in her head. She met her Nephew once as an adult and rarely saw him over his 30 years to date so reality is this.....Erika does not know her nephew but has a craving for the spotlight..note her knowledge comes from things like 30 episodes of "lockdown" and other TV shows and some goggling. See how easy it is for her to outsmart the DA....That's enough..Enjoy the read.









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Narcisism

I got to change the flow for a bit to tell you all a little story about a regular 14 year old run away.
My sister.

I laugh at the predicament she has got herself into. Unable to see reality.
It makes sense though when you time stamp it.

14 year old run away, Married? to some Air Force guy, I don't know when, we just heard from her once in a while. I was 24.

Next time we met I was 38. Traveled from San Diego to Dallas to try a new profession. Her new husband owned a Limo service and I was going to change my life and make millions. That's what she sold me.

Well it never transpired I moved on back to Cali and then after 9/11 ended up back in lovely Texas. Bad deal. Ended up living with my sister for about 4 years on and off. During that time did I learn the real Sister. Aloof, Flirtatious, a slut basically. I didn't realize the money aspect until now.

Let me put it this way

The Limo service sold after the invetro boy was born so the money from the sale went for the money for the Gym and the boy that looks like him.
Well the Business at hand needed a hand to stroke the business so Sister got into Millionaire match.com Big, Bam, Boom.

Here is where it gets F'd up. Sister was making money so she started slipping into the Social scene.. as she got deeper in she met the Billionaire who was married with kids. You can't get a quick divorce in the Catholic church apparently but anyway you know. They were hanging out all the time. Then he started paying the bills and she was in a Mercedes..then a Lamborghini...a porche..a big house ..all the time screaming at her son. Always screaming.

When I was living with her at the Castle Hills and the Fountain bridge house her son would hide under the coffee table and say .." Shhhhh Uncle Tom I don't want her to see me. " We don't make judgments of innocent statements.

A few more years pass. She's off playing in the social scene and starting to believe she is the Queen of the World. So she throws money and gifts around to her, "less fortunate", family and friends. With a hook. If she calls you had better be running or she will take everything back.

We watched her change over a 10 year period from 2001 to current. All because her wealthy lover fills her bank account and dots her eyes on a regular basis.

Trying to help a Narcissistic person is impossible. They are the one and only word. Won't believe anything. They know everything and make up imaginary conclusions of real life situations. Quick to jump the gun and throw more money at Lawyers, Jurors, Judges, Doctors..anyone who will help them control the World.

When your lover is super Rich it's easy to spend more then you can imagine on non-sense.

She attacks , family, friends, DA's and there wives..Lies in courts of law and pretends she is educated in the Health industry while getting even more plastic surgery. She has lost sight of even herself in the mirror.

Eventually we will get her help but she has to create the opportunity and if attacking a DA..filing erroneous charges against family members, repossessing gifts and lying in courts can't get her help then it is a frightening situation for everyone. There is no telling where it will go. Who will be the next victim.

Fear for her Son ? Her Mother ? Sister ? not me. I have no fear and she holds nothing over me. This is a fight too many people are experiencing and because NPD or Narcisistic Personality Disorder is not a recognized illness , yet. Too many people are suffering, being murdered, beaten and attacked by NPD people. She is one.

So here you go . Everything we have experienced from her is going public. No holds barred. She has to hit bottom to get the help she deserves.

It is important that we realize Narcissism is not bad. It gives us self confidence and can create positive influences on our lives. Untamed is a different story completly and that is what my intentions are here. Show the bad side and help someone who may be in danger because of it.

If you have similar experiences join us and the Mayo Clinic as we work towards an answer for the NPD sufferer.

Here is a link. http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/narcissistic-personality-disorder/DS00652/DSECTION=symptoms. Enjoy the read.

back with more after these messages......

The American climate debate has been focused on economic interests — whether actions to reduce fossil fuel use would create or eliminate jobs. Meanwhile, an increase of greenhouse gases in the atmosphere, driven mainly by fossil fuel use, poses a rising risk of climate disruptions around the globe.

Hey folks, This is fact. "Just like the Dinosaur here we go doing ourselves in."
Its much too late to change back now. As usual the dance party is ending and now were looking for someone to dance with but everybody is going home. There is absolutely nothing we can do about climate change any longer. We may as well stop using economics as a reason to studder.

"Here's the thing," said Dale Jamieson, a professor of environmental studies and philosophy at New York University. "So climate change is in some ways an incredibly complex issue. It's slow motion. It has millions of different players. The effects are disaggregated."

But it's also simple, he said. "It really comes down to this — the U.S. and countries like us — we're dumping on others and harming them because of acting in our own interest."

While the President writes books about his accomplishments, which have been repealed one after another by the House, He actually is distracting the American and some Worldly folks into forgetting the change.

Here is a real situation you too can follow.

The year 2009. World summit hears testimony from World wide Scientist that we can no longer wait to make a change and in fact probably can't slow down the rising Earth temperatures which will effect food crops everywhere due to unusual weather patterns.

We are not even talking about the change in lifestyles to combat the emmense shift in Global atmospheric weather change.

It was estimated, and so far been right on the money, that 2009 would see the begin of a quick demise of the Planet Earth.
Temperatures around the World dropped by 5 degrees below normal in the Winter months and 5 degrees above normal for the Summer months along with unusual weather patterns and disasters World Wide.
2010 sees a change of 8 to 11 degrees drop in the Winter to 8 to 11 degree rise in Summer.
The expectations for 2011 is 10 to 15 degree drop in a longer Winter and a shorter but brutal Summer with temperatures as high as 130 degrees.

Look at the normal temperatures around the World and right now this Winter 2011 there has been an 11 degree variance across the board.

This is really happening. There is no escape and its time we stop fooling our selves.

If it is only important to think about the economic reasons to do nothing then we are dead men walking.

Here at the end of our civilization we have come to know what has killed other civilizations before us. It is the same thing.

Economic thoughts of selfishness.

Money does not matter. We are Humans. Have you forgot.

Read more: http://www.mcclatchydc.com/2011/01/20/107168/ethics-of-climate-change-rise.html?storylink=addthis#ixzz1BghIOXM6

Art of Ken Keegan

Ken Keegan sends a display of Art for the Plutoradio Family. He is in the process of sending us a bunch of links to his work. We will share on Page 3. Reminds me of the days of Album art as opposed to these days of pretty faces and bands standing tough in an Alley. There is a ton of talent and we appreciate the opportunity to share it.

Peace and Harmony

Poolside Plano

After sifting through 8 sentences of notes Emma tossed in the in box one caught my eye. It was the words '50 FOOT WAVE'. So I went on a hunt through the vast informational pool that is the Worm hole of all things known to Earthlings and " Others ".
Much to my chi grin, guess what I found?
Kristin ( with an I ) Hersh. Guitarist and vocalist for 50 FOOT WAVE is also THE Kristin Hersh of my old friends from 'Throwing Muses'...yeah , back in the mid 80's I was a part of a huge musical community of experimental bands of which included "Throwing Muses".
How small a Planet that over 25 years ago I was enjoying the music of and performing along side someone that Plutoradio.com and Lee Crisman's 'Unsung' has been promoting for a while. Now here She remains.
Kristin is an amazing artist today. She still writes , performs, has written about her life difficulties and accomplishments. She is so natural in making art that she gives her music away to anyone who will listen plus she is 100 % Independent.
Kristin is one of a kind. Staying with her independence and not faltering her art for an entire career. Because of her vast influence on freedom of expression and incredible music Poolside Plano will flow ' through the Worm Hole ' with an entire hour of stuff Kristin Hersh....Your going to love this one it will include other amazing parts of the music like Tanya Donelly and other projects.
Eclecticism meets freedom of expression. If young artist like dZ could follow these footsteps the big red cloud flowing toward you neighborhood may not be so horrible.


Listen for " Through the Worm Hole, featuring Kristin Hersh" at Plutoradio.com

Go now to http://www.kristinhersh.com/

http://www.guardian.co.uk/music/2010/jul/25/kristin-hersh-crooked-paradoxical-undressing

Nice to see you again friend.

Thomas Trapp